Barnes & Noble East
Lansing Essay Contest Winners
Second Place Award
Jenni Lamb
MSU student
If I were one of the “book people” in Ray Bradbury’s
Fahrenheit 451, and I had to memorize a single book to save it from
oblivion, I would probably choose As I Lay Dying, by William Faulkner.
I remember reading the book in my twelfth grade AP Literature class,
and I know that few other books have impacted me as much as it did.
I must admit, I realize the choice may not be a popular one, as I
recall that the other students in my class virtually hated the selection.
But I couldn’t put it down. Once I started realizing the deeper
message that Faulkner was writing about, I was enthralled. He expounded
and emphasized the dysfunction of one family to such a length that
most people are immediately appalled. Yet, I saw what Faulkner was
really trying to say; I understood that his message was not to disgust
us with the details of a miscreant family, where the children were
building the mother’s coffin before she had died and the entire
book is nothing short of one catastrophe after another. No, what I
took from Faulkner’s As I Lay Dying, was a far greater appreciation
for what I do have in life and how wonderful my family is. His book
helps one to see the beauty in love, the beauty in family ties, by
exacerbating the predicaments of a family who appeared, on the surface,
to have neither. At the very base level, a reader realizes by the
end of the book that if such a hard-knock family was actually filled
and brimming over with love and ironclad bonds to one another, than
one’s own family couldn’t possibly be that bad! I came
away from my twelfth grade reading of As I Lay Dying, not only with
a great piece of literature under my belt, but also an admiration
for the inner workings of families and loved ones. Suddenly, I saw
every disagreement my younger siblings had as an aggressive display
of love. I began noticing the various looks and mutual understandings
my parents expressed between each other without ever saying a word.
And I truly began to feel that without family, there is nothing. As
I began applying this principle to my life, I saw that family did
not only mean or include those with the same blood type and similar
DNA. I found extended families in my church, in my network of friends,
and as I began attending Michigan State University, I found my place
in the Spartan family of 42,000 plus. Without an understanding of
love, and without an understanding of family, I honestly cannot see
how humanity would go on. Thus, if the unfortunate circumstances came
down to memorizing only a single book, I would be compelled to choose
William Faulkner’s As I Lay Dying, and attempt to hold onto
the complex knowledge of love and family.
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